Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Been a while...
And lots of things have changed... some better, some worse. I'm single again, not that anyone cares. Just remembered this place again after a long time of being gone... Maybe I can rebirth this site.... for those few who may stand by me.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Walking Tall
When all have turned their backs to you.....
When you are left with nobody, save your own lonely soul...
Only then will you know the true bounds of your own strength. Only when there is none left to help you, when you stand alone, frightened, amid the swirling darkness... Then you find your own hidden reserves. You can fall, let the dark take you, drown you, destroy you.... Or you can spread your wings and fly. Free, boundless, secure in your own soul, you can leave that pit of despair far below you. Whether your wings are white, pure and righteous, or black and sinister, fueled by spite and hatred.... No matter. You, acting upon your own power, enforced your will on the whirling chaos around you. You alone conquered what threatened to consume you. You have become lord of your own destiny.
Even when the others, those you thought you trusted, leave you, walk away as though you never existed... You stand true in your own shadow. When all support is taken away from you, you learn to support yourself. Only when your crutches are taken, will you learn to walk unaided.
Stand tall, be true to yourself, and nothing else matters.
When you are left with nobody, save your own lonely soul...
Only then will you know the true bounds of your own strength. Only when there is none left to help you, when you stand alone, frightened, amid the swirling darkness... Then you find your own hidden reserves. You can fall, let the dark take you, drown you, destroy you.... Or you can spread your wings and fly. Free, boundless, secure in your own soul, you can leave that pit of despair far below you. Whether your wings are white, pure and righteous, or black and sinister, fueled by spite and hatred.... No matter. You, acting upon your own power, enforced your will on the whirling chaos around you. You alone conquered what threatened to consume you. You have become lord of your own destiny.
Even when the others, those you thought you trusted, leave you, walk away as though you never existed... You stand true in your own shadow. When all support is taken away from you, you learn to support yourself. Only when your crutches are taken, will you learn to walk unaided.
Stand tall, be true to yourself, and nothing else matters.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Back again... hopefully for good this time
Well, THAT resolution went to shit. Had a very, very busy last few weeks.... and just today discovered that I can post from a mobile source.
I officially have the bestest girlfriend in the whole world :D I love you Steph baby!!! Spamming that at ERRYBODY, and whatever loyal followers may exist here that I don't know about are no exception. Dudes and dudettes, if you exist, if I actually have an audience, I want everyone to know that Stephanie H. is the girl I want to be with.... well, forever. As of right now, I see only one forseeable end to our relationship and I think we got that sorted out and it is no longer an issue.... we'll see. I am SCREWED if she ever does leave. Took me 5 years to get a girlfriend since the last crazy bitch, and took me 16 years to find the right girl. I'm worried that if she leaves I might never find anybody else. :/
Recently got a facebook, I've been reconnecting with all the long-lost friends I had in middle school. Good times.... also reconnecting with all the people that I see every day. :/
Well, time to go for now. This time I'm serious - every two days if not every day.
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I officially have the bestest girlfriend in the whole world :D I love you Steph baby!!! Spamming that at ERRYBODY, and whatever loyal followers may exist here that I don't know about are no exception. Dudes and dudettes, if you exist, if I actually have an audience, I want everyone to know that Stephanie H. is the girl I want to be with.... well, forever. As of right now, I see only one forseeable end to our relationship and I think we got that sorted out and it is no longer an issue.... we'll see. I am SCREWED if she ever does leave. Took me 5 years to get a girlfriend since the last crazy bitch, and took me 16 years to find the right girl. I'm worried that if she leaves I might never find anybody else. :/
Recently got a facebook, I've been reconnecting with all the long-lost friends I had in middle school. Good times.... also reconnecting with all the people that I see every day. :/
Well, time to go for now. This time I'm serious - every two days if not every day.
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Pulp Fiction, and other BAMF ramblings
Ladies and gentlemen, today I give to you a BAMF. You do know what a BAMF is, correct? If you were to look that up in a dictionary, you would likely find this picture right here.
Samuel L. Jackson. "I have had it with these motherf*ckin snakes on this motherf*ckin plane!"
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From Pulp Fiction:
Jules: [Vincent and Jules are cleaning the inside of the car which is covered in blood] Oh, man, I will never forgive your ass for this shit. This is some fucked-up repugnant shit.
Vincent: Jules, did you ever hear the philosophy that once a man admits that he's wrong that he is immediately forgiven for all wrongdoings? Have you ever heard that?
Jules: Get the fuck out my face with that shit! The motherfucker that said that shit never had to pick up itty-bitty pieces of skull on account of your dumb ass.
Vincent: I got a threshold, Jules. I got a threshold for the abuse that I will take. Now, right now, I'm a fuckin' race car, right, and you got me the red. And I'm just sayin', I'm just sayin' that it's fuckin' dangerous to have a race car in the fuckin' red. That's all. I could blow.
Jules: Oh! Oh! You ready to blow?
Vincent: Yeah, I'm ready to blow.
Jules: Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain, I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone! IN FACT, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOIN' IN THE BACK? YOU'RE THE MOTHERFUCKER WHO SHOULD BE ON BRAIN DETAIL! We're fuckin' switchin'! I'm washin' the windows, and you're pickin' up this nigger's skull!
Vincent: Jules, did you ever hear the philosophy that once a man admits that he's wrong that he is immediately forgiven for all wrongdoings? Have you ever heard that?
Jules: Get the fuck out my face with that shit! The motherfucker that said that shit never had to pick up itty-bitty pieces of skull on account of your dumb ass.
Vincent: I got a threshold, Jules. I got a threshold for the abuse that I will take. Now, right now, I'm a fuckin' race car, right, and you got me the red. And I'm just sayin', I'm just sayin' that it's fuckin' dangerous to have a race car in the fuckin' red. That's all. I could blow.
Jules: Oh! Oh! You ready to blow?
Vincent: Yeah, I'm ready to blow.
Jules: Well, I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain, I'm Superfly T.N.T., I'm the Guns of the Navarone! IN FACT, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOIN' IN THE BACK? YOU'RE THE MOTHERFUCKER WHO SHOULD BE ON BRAIN DETAIL! We're fuckin' switchin'! I'm washin' the windows, and you're pickin' up this nigger's skull!
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Jules: I'm not giving you that money. I'm buying something from you. Wanna know what I'm buyin' Ringo?
Pumpkin: What?
Jules: Your life. I'm givin' you that money so I don't have to kill your ass. You read the Bible?
Pumpkin: Not regularly.
Jules: There's a passage I got memorized. Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy My brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay My vengeance upon you." Now... I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, that meant your ass. You'd be dead right now. I never gave much thought to what it meant. I just thought it was a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker before I popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. See, now I'm thinking: maybe it means you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. 9mm here... he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could mean you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. And I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth. The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin', Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be the shepherd.
Pumpkin: What?
Jules: Your life. I'm givin' you that money so I don't have to kill your ass. You read the Bible?
Pumpkin: Not regularly.
Jules: There's a passage I got memorized. Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy My brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay My vengeance upon you." Now... I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, that meant your ass. You'd be dead right now. I never gave much thought to what it meant. I just thought it was a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker before I popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. See, now I'm thinking: maybe it means you're the evil man. And I'm the righteous man. And Mr. 9mm here... he's the shepherd protecting my righteous ass in the valley of darkness. Or it could mean you're the righteous man and I'm the shepherd and it's the world that's evil and selfish. And I'd like that. But that shit ain't the truth. The truth is you're the weak. And I'm the tyranny of evil men. But I'm tryin', Ringo. I'm tryin' real hard to be the shepherd.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
Heeeeere's Johnny..... Again.....
Ok, look. I really have to get going on this before it goes completely balls-up and I stop even caring about it.... so every morning, as a resolution, I will post something. not necessarily anything important, but SOMETHING at least.
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